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dream, Fri 6/11/09

I was in some sort of video game. The video game resembled work. A woman told me off because she said 'take down' to me and I didn't understand what she meant. I asked her, and she told me to stop being smart with her. I said I really didn't know what she meant and was sorry. She just told me to drop what I was holding and leave, as all employees were instructed to do so.

There was a part of the place we were in that was the 'hard' part of the video game. We all kept getting killed.

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My mother and brother were arguing. Apparently the only way I could settle the argument was by phoning Stephen Fry. I rang him, and we were looking at the same page of a book, comparing the illustration. I corrected him and he thanked me. I was telling my brother and mother that I corrected Stephen Fry who knows all about something! They didn't know who he was. I didn't understand how they could not know when we'd all lived in England for so long.

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dream, Thu 16/7/09

I was in bed with both a male and female friend. We were all naked in about to begin having a threesome.

The male friend was my lover, whereas the female friend just a friend, who lives abroad. She took great fancy to my lover, understandably so, I thought. They began to kiss and he said he liked kissing her. Unexpectedly, I became jealous. More so when my female friend insisted on having sex with my lover, as if I weren’t even there. He asked me for my permission to do so and reluctantly I said I’d prefer for him not to, but I didn’t feel right forbidding him as such. It looked like they were about to proceed so I left the bed, upset.

I don’t know whose house it was – it didn’t look familiar. I heard movement in the house. My lover had left the bed and decided not to sleep with my friend, but she was chasing him. She desired him deeply and was very vocal about it. I could hear her even though I was in another far wing of the house. My lover went into a room and started to talk to someone on the phone. Still naked, I went and put my head to the ornate wooden door. I didn’t know what he was talking about, or to whom. I just wanted him to talk to me but he seemed so preoccupied. My friend’s voice became hysterical as she called for my lover. I wasn’t sure why I wanted to talk to him, but I wasn’t interested in dissuading him from being with someone else. It didn’t really make much sense.

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dream, Sat 11/7/09

 An ex-friend was being a creep and stroking me on the back in a placating manner. I was frightened because she was mad at me. Then there was some kind of party. Family friends were there, and my mobile phone battery fell apart into several small pieces so I bought another one. Thankfully I had enough money to get one.

I took a work-related call that was over twelve minutes long, at home. Then I went travelling to some Japanese-inspired resorts and somehow ran into this other ex-friend - a very snobby rich girl who was not open-minded. I think she tried to throw me in a nearby river.

I wrote a three-line poem. I cannot remember the first line, which was a full, complete sentence but the next two lines were:

I'm broken

m(end *e)

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dream, Sat 4/4/09

My friend SM went nuts at me on phone because I couldn't see her. I tried to talk but she wouldn't hear what I had to say. I became distressed, anxious.

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