7:42 pm
why.. people think I'm crazy
why do they say I'm losin' my way
it got me good got my mood not forgetting my root
why.. people think I'm crazy
why do they say I'm losin' my way
it got me good got my mood not forgetting my root
you can't give up, even if you do is cry
swallow your tears
stand up on your own two feet
and show them, that you are'nt giving up
no matter what
I don't know why, but it came to me in these last days..
sad..
a feeling, I can't explain and I really don't know
well.. I need an escape..
a long day without doing anything..
just sit and thinking about what's going on?
maybe to decide what should I do then..
go ahead or quit ??
Kayanya skarang gw udah lupa cara senyum se-"tulus" dan se-"ngga punya beban" kaya gini :|
Dari kecil gw suka banget ngemut lolipop, mungkin bwt sebagian orang terutama yang seumuran gw ngemut lollipop itu "so...childish !!"
Tapi ngga bwt gw, lollipop itu temen baek gw, saat seneng, sedih, bosen, mati gaya, santai, atau sedang dilanda resah gelisah dan gundah gulana, hehe..
Mungkin manfaat yang gw rasain, sama kaya temen2 gw yang tampak lebih dewasa dengan rokok-nya..
Asap rokok yang mereka hembuskan sama "menenangkan"nya dengan lollipop yang gw emut :)
Barusan liat-liat note di FB, gw sempet di tag note-note semacam ini..
"using only song names from one band or artist", lumayan seru juga baca-baca punya orang, dan gw jadi kepikiran iseng bwt ngisi juga :p
here i am
alone..
standing still
in the middle winds of change
don't want to run
no need to scare
not asking for company
just.
standing still
feeling the breeze of change
alone..
Today I can't do anything, 'coz I felt sumthin..
something that can make me confuse.. ist make me can't discribe everything in my life..
I didn't know 'bout my way..
'bout when I must turn right, when I must turn left, or when I must go away the way..
Everything's confused.. and I don't know what I can do sumthin or nothing..
I can't imagine 'bout everything..
Now, everything is must be do by my own..
I've got myself
I don't need anyone
I'm staying home
No need to wait by the phone
I've got enough love
I've got enough of everything
I've got enough
Worrying about me..