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Lying here in bed. No sleep is going to happen anytime soon. It wouldn't be so bad if it wasn't 1:30 in the morning. Also, only getting three or four hours each night this week is a bad thing. So tired...

I guess this breakup with Selene and I is affecting me more than I realize. It wasn't exactly pretty and I'm dealing with it the best I can. So please, no sympathy. (And no, I'm not going to tell you what happened.  I'm not about to post something like that on the Internet.)

So, once again I am alone. I miss her, but I think that I'm gonna be ok. Such is the way of things, isn't it. You go through this life and touch those people around you that you come in contact with. Then you move on. I learned that a long time ago.

I'm gonna be ok. That's what I keep telling myself. At least I won't abandon something important like I did last time a relationship hurt me like this.

Things fall apart; the center cannot hold...

P.S. Enough with the self-pity.  Goodnight.

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I just tore up Chuck Klosterman and left him alone in a London Pub bathroom (15% of a true story)

I like to do my reading in bars. I like that reading is a solitary activity; I don't like solitary confinement. I like to read in bars because there is always background action. It reminds me of when bar bands play where half of the audience is listening and the other half is fragmented with loud conversations, hook-ups, put downs and bar flies who drink Mad Dog margaritas and roll funny cigarettes.  

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a husband has a virtual girlfriend

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good question

A high-schooler asked me a question today:

How do you keep a girlfriend?

My answer:

You don't.
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"Girlfriend" implies temporariness.  It is not meant to continue.  You either breakup or move forward.  Therefore, you don't keep a girlfriend.  (But you do keep a wife!)

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How to wake your girlfriend up?

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Chinese National Day at Martyr Park

Went to the park with Selene and some other friends.  The girl in the white hat is Selene. 

                   

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Wasted Time?

It's been a while since I posted here.  About a month has passed,
I believe.  I don't really have an excuse, just an explanation of what
I've been doing.

    You know, I really don't like excuses.  I don't think I ever
have.  It always seems like you're blaming someone or something
besides yourself.  Take responsibility for yourself and your actions.

    Anyway, this past month was a nightmare of half-starvation of
forced dieting followed by possible attack of H1N1.  Which, I'm
currently trying to get rid of.  Oh, did I mention I also had strep
throat before I went into the hospital last month?

   What has happened to my health lately?  I really miss you.  Please
come back... Please?  (I might not make excuses, but I do enjoy
complaining sometimes...)

    I just wanted to say something to my girlfriend right now.  She's
been just wonderful this past month while my health has been on a
roller coaster.  She doesn't read this blog because posterous is
currently blocked in China.  She'll have to read it on my computer.
So, here is what I want to tell her; maybe someday she'll read it...

    (We interrupt this blog to bring you this sappy message...)

    Thank you for loving me, Selene.  Whenever I need you, you're
there.  I know I'm not a perfect man.  Everyday, I wake and I'm amazed
that you love me.  My biggest fear is that I'm dreaming and when I
awaken, you'll vanish with the dawn.  You've seen me at my worst and
have not abandoned me.  And, you've also literally saved my life.
(That's a story for another time.)  I owe you everything.

    But, I feel I've nothing of worth to give you.  What can I
possibly give that could even come close to anything you've given me?
All I have is my love.  I just hope that's enough...

    (We now return you to your regularly scheduled blog...)

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Grade 9 - Conversaciones sobre un novio o una novia.

Escucha las conversaciones de Alex, Oguz, Edzard, Xenia, Friederike, Eva, Michelle, Anna y Johanna.
¡Que bueno¡, ¡enhorabuena!

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